Sleeping with Married Men
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If anyone asks why I slept with the married TV presenter (Mr. TVP) or Mr.MusicBiz (not married but has serious girlfriend and a kid) my answer is: because I could- and because life is sometimes boring; and sleeping with a celeb whether married or not IS quite exciting. For a brief period of time it made me feel special.
Do I feel guilty about sleeping with them when they were married? I do feel a lot of sadness and guilt about sleeping with the BFE, who was married, but that is a different situation meant for a different blog post.
Do I feel guilty about sleeping with Mr. TVP and Mr.MusicBiz I know I probably should feel guilty but I don't. These men were serial cheaters. I was neither the first nor last woman they cheated with. On top of that I was aware that they were using me. I wasn't the love of their lives. I wasn't the woman they were going to fall in love with. I wasn't there ride or die chick. I was simply a girl with a pretty face and a healthy sexual appetite who was in the right place at the right time. Any girl could have filled my position. I was used for sex and disregarded.
That probably sounds more harsh than it should. Those men on the surface were very kind to me and I don't begrudge that. When it comes down to basics, the only thing they wanted was sex. They probably also wanted/needed their ego stroked.
So knowing that I was being used, why would I do it? Part of the reason I slept with these married and famous men was because I was using them too. I was using them to inflate my ego. I was using them for sex. I was using them for blog material; and believe me I got LOTS out of it.
At the end of the day they were using me. I was using them. Let's call the whole thing off!
If anyone wonders why Tiger Wood's mistresses slept with him, I'll bet you dollars to donuts that their motivation was similar.
Do I feel guilty about sleeping with them when they were married? I do feel a lot of sadness and guilt about sleeping with the BFE, who was married, but that is a different situation meant for a different blog post.
Do I feel guilty about sleeping with Mr. TVP and Mr.MusicBiz I know I probably should feel guilty but I don't. These men were serial cheaters. I was neither the first nor last woman they cheated with. On top of that I was aware that they were using me. I wasn't the love of their lives. I wasn't the woman they were going to fall in love with. I wasn't there ride or die chick. I was simply a girl with a pretty face and a healthy sexual appetite who was in the right place at the right time. Any girl could have filled my position. I was used for sex and disregarded.
That probably sounds more harsh than it should. Those men on the surface were very kind to me and I don't begrudge that. When it comes down to basics, the only thing they wanted was sex. They probably also wanted/needed their ego stroked.
So knowing that I was being used, why would I do it? Part of the reason I slept with these married and famous men was because I was using them too. I was using them to inflate my ego. I was using them for sex. I was using them for blog material; and believe me I got LOTS out of it.
At the end of the day they were using me. I was using them. Let's call the whole thing off!
If anyone wonders why Tiger Wood's mistresses slept with him, I'll bet you dollars to donuts that their motivation was similar.
Labels: Mr. MusicBiz, Mr. TVP, the BFE
posted by Naive London Girl at 12/19/2009 01:41:00 AM
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2 Comments:
This sounds random, but I doubt that it is. And your typos are atrocious today...which isn't like you either! Either you've been drinking, which you don't normally, or this was written late at night, through tired and cried out eyes, after a fight with the boyfriend where you two spent hours going over the same old material, and him making you feel like you need to explain yourself. This isn't healthy Anjelika. Please get away from this guy. He's not adding to you, he's taking away bits of who you are. I check every day to see how you are, and I know lots more do as well. We care about you. Please leave him. Please leave him.
Sorry about the typos... I was typing from my ipod late at night. Gonna fix them now!
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